Some of My Dreams/Nightmares. . . . 9-26-09

Last night I had a dream. . . . . . . . . . . .

I was working in a clothing store in a outside mall (which is weird, cause I have know idea how I got the job).

"Hey," some person said, "can you get some of the new shipping's from the back."

"Sure" I said.

"Do you need some help" she said

"No, I'll be okay."

Well, I had to get something from the back (by that I mean a small warehouse). Oh, and I for got to tell you I had wings too, but it's just a dream (dreams are dreams). I had my wings hidden from the public, I had them folded against my back so I can look just like anyone else. Anyway back to what I was saying.

"Where is it?" I thought to myself while wondering the warehouse, I gently let out my wings, I checked to see if anyone was there before I let them out. I went through a crack in the crates (to get to where I needed to get the boxes). It was quiet, just how I like it.

Then I heard a snap, I hurled myself toward it. There was a boy (about my age, maybe a little older).

"I finally found you," he said slowly walking toward me.

"Who is this guy?" I thought to myself. I guess it was too late to hide my wings. I started to run as fast as I can (to get a good start to fly out of there). Then he started to run toward me.

"Damn," I just didn't know what to do I just hopped on the crates to get to the shop. He jumped up and landed in front of me. He tried to punch me, but I managed to dodge him. Then I tripped him, it only got him off balance. I jumped and I ran.

He caught up to me, I ducked down, before he was able to swing his leg to hit me. I kicked his leg, (while it was still in the air).

I tried again to fly out of there, however, he jumped on me. I fell to the ground with his weight over me.

"Who are you" I said to him angrily.

"You don't remember me, that makes me sad." He said to me "But you never had a good memory."

Then I heard something else, I can't remember what it was. He got off of me, but I guess it was just a bird. I kicked him then ran of, somehow he was at the side of me, I tried to punch him, but I kept holding back. I couldn't give him my all. I just felt like I couldn't hit him.

It finally all ended, after I finally got to fly away.

My Music. . . .

It's been a while...

Jeez, it's already time for the summer to start and for the boredem to end (school). And for the sun shining on your face, but be careful don't get a sunburn. LOL.

But this summer I won't be joining you peoples enjoy the beach, the camping, and sleeping in.

Only after school, Oh. I guess I forgot to tell you peoples that part. hehe. I'm taking summer school, oh, but it's not as bad as you think it might be. It's actually fun.

P.E. is the Worst Class Today...

The peoples in my P.E. class kept fighting over what we should play,

either soccer or ultimate frezbee, and guess which it was... 

If you guessed soccer, you hit the target.  

Well when I was just dosing off,  

1) trust me never do it when playing soccer... 

2) especially with competitive people And see if you could imagine...  

One. Two. Three. -crash- (well, it's not much of a -crash- sound it's more of a -pow- kinda sound) 

The ball hit my stomach really hard, but I over it in a few minutes. But it still hurt when the ball hit. agh. -_-'

Some of My Dreams/Nightmares. . . .

"Alone in the Darkness"

In a pitch black world, only light was nowhere to be found, standing there, waiting for someone to come. I saw a blurry figure in the distance, but then the figures became clear to me that those were my friends and family.

I tried to run toward them. I ran and ran, but as I ran they just kept getting a little farther away. I could just feel them getting closer, but for some reason I knew that I could never get to them.

But then a strange dim light started to shine, then a little boy standing right next to me, he was my little brother, Joel. But he died a long time ago.

It wasn't a scary dream it was like a sad dream.

"The Water of the Sea (or the Ocean)"

I was just floating along the shore of the Sea/Ocean, the waves were calm. I dived down into the water, all of the color full fish everywhere. It was beautiful, I just wanted it to be like that forever.

I barely closed my eyes, but just for a moment, I heard a something just shoot through the water, and then all of the fish, everything in the water was gone.

The water around me started to turn red. The red water around faded into a black mist. Complete darkness overflowed around me.

The Way I Feel...

Sometimes I feel so lonely that my wings may never grow.

I feel stuck no matter how far I go, I'm still stuck.

No matter how far my wings spread, no matter how long

I wait, I'll always be in a cage, until I find the key to set 

me free, the key is the person, the only person that we'll

let me out of my cage.

( yeah, I can be deep) ^-^

I can....

I can be really deep sometimes, it's really heartfelt and all usually I'm stubborn and I don't reallly let anyone in so close, but when I feel sad or lonely I usually draw and it shows the way I feel....
(random)
^-^