Saturday, September 26, 2009

Some of My Dreams/Nightmares. . . . 9-26-09

Last night I had a dream. . . . . . . . . . . .

I was working in a clothing store in a outside mall (which is weird, cause I have know idea how I got the job).
"Hey," some person said, "can you get some of the new shipping's from the back."
"Sure" I said.
"Do you need some help" she said
"No, I'll be okay."

Well, I had to get something from the back (by that I mean a small warehouse). Oh, and I for got to tell you I had wings too, but it's just a dream (dreams are dreams). I had my wings hidden from the public, I had them folded against my back so I can look just like anyone else. Anyway back to what I was saying.
"Where is it?" I thought to myself while wondering the warehouse, I gently let out my wings, I checked to see if anyone was there before I let them out. I went through a crack in the crates (to get to where I needed to get the boxes). It was quiet, just how I like it.

Then I heard a snap, I hurled myself toward it. There was a boy (about my age, maybe a little older).
"I finally found you," he said slowly walking toward me.
"Who is this guy?" I thought to myself. I guess it was too late to hide my wings. I started to run as fast as I can (to get a good start to fly out of there). Then he started to run toward me.
"Damn," I just didn't know what to do I just hopped on the crates to get to the shop. He jumped up and landed in front of me. He tried to punch me, but I managed to dodge him. Then I tripped him, it only got him off balance. I jumped and I ran.
He caught up to me, I ducked down, before he was able to swing his leg to hit me. I kicked his leg, (while it was still in the air).
I tried again to fly out of there, however, he jumped on me. I fell to the ground with his weight over me.
"Who are you" I said to him angrily.
"You don't remember me, that makes me sad." He said to me "But you never had a good memory."
Then I heard something else, I can't remember what it was. He got off of me, but I guess it was just a bird. I kicked him then ran of, somehow he was at the side of me, I tried to punch him, but I kept holding back. I couldn't give him my all. I just felt like I couldn't hit him.
It finally all ended, after I finally got to fly away.

Sunday, June 21, 2009

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

It's been a while...

Jeez, it's already time for the summer to start and for the boredem to end (school). And for the sun shining on your face, but be careful don't get a sunburn. LOL.

But this summer I won't be joining you peoples enjoy the beach, the camping, and sleeping in.
Only after school, Oh. I guess I forgot to tell you peoples that part. hehe. I'm taking summer school, oh, but it's not as bad as you think it might be. It's actually fun.


Tuesday, April 21, 2009

P.E. is the Worst Class Today...

The peoples in my P.E. class kept fighting over what we should play,
either soccer or ultimate frezbee, and guess which it was... 

If you guessed soccer, you hit the target.  

Well when I was just dosing off,  
1) trust me never do it when playing soccer... 
2) especially with competitive people And see if you could imagine...  

One. Two. Three. -crash- (well, it's not much of a -crash- sound it's more of a -pow- kinda sound) 

The ball hit my stomach really hard, but I over it in a few minutes. But it still hurt when the ball hit. agh. -_-'

Sunday, April 5, 2009

Some of My Dreams/Nightmares. . . .

"Alone in the Darkness"

In a pitch black world, only light was nowhere to be found, standing there, waiting for someone to come. I saw a blurry figure in the distance, but then the figures became clear to me that those were my friends and family.
I tried to run toward them. I ran and ran, but as I ran they just kept getting a little farther away. I could just feel them getting closer, but for some reason I knew that I could never get to them.

But then a strange dim light started to shine, then a little boy standing right next to me, he was my little brother, Joel. But he died a long time ago.

It wasn't a scary dream it was like a sad dream.



"The Water of the Sea (or the Ocean)"

I was just floating along the shore of the Sea/Ocean, the waves were calm. I dived down into the water, all of the color full fish everywhere. It was beautiful, I just wanted it to be like that forever.
I barely closed my eyes, but just for a moment, I heard a something just shoot through the water, and then all of the fish, everything in the water was gone.
The water around me started to turn red. The red water around faded into a black mist. Complete darkness overflowed around me.

The Way I Feel...

Sometimes I feel so lonely that my wings may never grow.

I feel stuck no matter how far I go, I'm still stuck.
No matter how far my wings spread, no matter how long
I wait, I'll always be in a cage, until I find the key to set 
me free, the key is the person, the only person that we'll
let me out of my cage.

( yeah, I can be deep) ^-^

Friday, April 3, 2009

I can....

I can be really deep sometimes, it's really heartfelt and all usually I'm stubborn and I don't reallly let anyone in so close, but when I feel sad or lonely I usually draw and it shows the way I feel....
(random)
^-^

Well....

This is the longest story I've ever wrote I think I could go all the way ^-^

Saturday, March 28, 2009

My new manga

I think I might make my very own manga.
cause I just had dream that would be perfect.


It's about a 17 year old girl named Mika Souretsu. On her birthday she was told that every member of the in the Souretsu family, when they turn a surtain age they can change into any animal they wish, but she didn't want that she just wanted to be a normal person. She already could here the thoughts of other people and the thoughts of animals, she thought what might happen if people start to suspect that "how does she know that," welll that's, if they find out. She didn't want to deal with it. So she ran away and she got in a fight with a couple of gangsters and got a blow in the head, everything in her vision went black. When she finally came to, all of her memories was lost, everything before the fight was gone. She brought nothing of her past. She was walking all over the town she was in, seeing if anyone would remember her.
She didn't remember what her name was so she just thought of what pop in her head, but the only thing that was on her mind was ,*grumble*, food. While she was looking though her bag, she got something to eat, thank god she had some money left.
I don't know how, but she ended up in the park, swinging on the swing, well still thinking of what people would call her, or if people would even talk to her. Finally she thought of something, Yukka. She thought it was good now she thought it would do.
She was in the big huge tube in the park. She felt so lonely at that time, plus it was raining so it made her feel evening worse. Yukka thought she heard something but then she notice no one was talking to her, plus there was no one around, she notived that there was a cat, that was also in the big tube, at first she thought it was looking at her. She thought she heard something like, "Why are you here?". Yukka looked around and there was no one around.
"No way," Yukka thought, "was that the cat?". Yukka didn't know what to think so she didn't bother for a while, till the cat and the cat nodded to her, but she was trying to think that it was normal, she knew it wasn't. "Wow that's weird, for a moment there I thought the cat was answering me."
And the cat said, well thought "Yeah, I am," she raised a paw.
Yukka jumped in surprise." Oh... well i didn't know cats could talk," then Yukka noticed that all this time the cat didn't move it's lips, she was talking to herself, "thank god no one was around,"she was thinking.
Yukka thought she was very lonely now, and i think the cat did too. "Oh, what's your name?"
The cat answered "I don't have a name".
"Sorry i didn't know that" Yukka apologized, "oh, maybe we can give you a name ^-^."
"We?", thought the cat.
"Yeah we, you know me and you", Yukka smiled at the cat, "maybe Karen... no how 'bout Mabui-chan, yeah, that's perfect for you". the cat was a little happy. after that they didn't leave each others sight.
While Yukka and Mabui-chan were walking around to see if they can find food, Yukka was running away from something, "Come on, Hurry!" Yukka and Mabui-chan ran to the corner, and sat on the cement stairs."That was a close one, huh."
*meow*
"Good thing no one was around, lets see if we can try to get some more, okay"
*meow*
Yukka ran into this famous handsome man ^///^, Ziac, but she didn't know that, she didn't really care either. He's just one glimse of her dark brown eyes and her short brown hair.
*grumble*, Yukka's stomach
"Uhh, would you like to have some lunch," Ziac asked Yukka, she can't refuse cause she was starving, and while Mabui-chan and Yukka stuffing their faces.
"What's your name anyway."
"Uhhh, Yukka," stuffing her mouth.
"Oh, I forgot to introduce myself," Ziac said, "my name is Ziac Yushi. As he was introducing himself, Yukka and Mabui-chan were eating like there was no tomorrow. Ziac asks "Do you eat much at home?"
Yukka a little embarrassed "Well... i don't really have a home".
"Oh i'm sorry" he said.
"I know how 'bout you stay with me", Ziac offered, "well... until you figure things out."
"I don't know?" Yukka thought, "What about you Mabui-chan?"
"I think it might be a trap," Mabui-chan thought.
"Yeah you might be right," Yukka accidently said out loud.
"Huh," Ziac confused
"Oh it's nothing, i was just talking to Mabui-chan," Yukka said, she gave a little angelic smile.
"Ma... bui... chan?"
"Yeah, she's my only friend i have." Yukka sid with a roll in her mouth.
Ziac looks down and sees a small black cat by Yukka's chair scarfing down the food Yukka put down for her."Oh"
"Yeah, your probably thinking why a cat as a friend."
Oh, if you can't remember, Yukka can read thoughts.
"Uh," Ziac a little surprised, cause that was what he was thinking.
"Well, I might be taking up your time, so I'm going to have to say good bye, come on Mabui-chan."
"Wait!"
"Yes, what is it?" Yukka stood there waiting for him to say anything.
"Please stay one night and rest, i don't want to see someone like you wonder the streets, and if you want to stay you can if you want and you can bring your cat with you."
Ziac looked really embarrassed to have said that to Yukka.
"Alright I'll take that offer," Yukka said and gave a smile to Ziac,
Ziac was relieved.
At Ziac's summer house, Yukka thought that this might be some sort of joke or something. Ziac said, "So what do you think."
"Uh..." Yukka still a little surprised that this is where Ziac lived.
He lead Yukka to her room where she'll be staying. "Wow, is this what all of the rooms look like."
"This is only the guest room, and if you need anything my room is the last one on the left, okay."
"Uh huh," Yukka too distracted by the huge room and her own bathroom, "look at this Mabui-chan."
Ziac went to his room he felt glad that she was comfortable, even though he didn't know much about her. Though that's what love does to you.
In the morning Yukka and Mabui-chan were just barely getting up and Yukka saw some clothes for her on a chair by the bathroom. Yukka got ready and she and Mabui-chan went to see if Ziac was still here, but she forgot what he said last night. it took a while, but she ended up finding him in the kitchen, making pancakes, and some other stuff, i don't remember what it's called.
"Oh your up, and I see you wore the clothes I gave you," Ziac said.
"You mean I can keep these," Yukka enlightened.
"Yeah, that's if you want them."
"YAY!" Yukka playing with Mabui-chan's paws, "yay, yay, yay!" ^-^
Ziac smiled at Yukka, but she wasn't paying much attention.





(needs a little work here)

animal's department in a big huge amusement park.
4 years later she still working with the handsome, and don't forget famous, Ziac, but Yukka's the only one who sees him as a normal person and for that he starts to fall in love with her,oh and it's Yukka's birthday, yay, she's turning 21, but then she has these images of her past but she has no idea what it means, oh and i forgot the handsome man's 17 year old nephew, Reido Katanashi comes and lives with them and he changes everything at the amusement park and Yukka has to think of a way to make things back to normal and after all of the madness they all go to the beach. Reido wants see how far he can swim and gets a cramp in the deep sea water and almost drowns but she saves him and she gets hit by the tide an she stuck under the water and it's so powerful it's holding her down and she couldn't get up in time every time yukka tries to swim up the tide always catches her and brings her down. while she finally gives up and accepts her fate and her last wish was to turn into a sea animal to swim out of there to try to figure out her past to see what lies in the future... as her long thought keeps going she finally notices that she was breathing but she was in the water and how can she didn't have time for something silly like that she had to get out of there. swimming and swimming she was almost there but she took one more breath and she felt the way she normally would and one glance at the sky and everything went black.


when she finally woke up she was in a hospital bed and she thought all of it was a dream, but all was the same, well, except the part where she thought she turned into a fish. outside of the
room there was two people talking and she recognize one of them it was Ziac, and she thought it all wasn't a dream everything was real. that means when that weird feeling that she had was real too.but then Ziac and Reido came in, Reido looked guilty like it was his fault that Yukka was in the hospital. and Ziac he looked like he wasn't even there, Yukka thought he didn't want her to worry, but inside he was so reliefed that she was alright, but he didn't want to show her his true feelings till he's ready to tell her himself.


after getting a day's rest Yukka went back home with Ziac and Reido, of course, that was a uncomfortable, weird day. but after that everything was a little more normal, she was able to go back and work, she felt better with the animals, they're more like family to her for the little destiny thing that she doesn't know about.

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

the only thing that change today is that i got fish slim on me

well, I was grounded yesterday cause of my grades, well I'm sorry I'm not the perfect person in the world, mom.

St. Patrick's day was a little dull at school and home.
School:

1&2) we had a sub -Mr. Madsen- he wasn't really mean or anything, but the only thing that he gave us was a 1-25 sentences on capitalization -_-' . . . and two of my class buddies kept pinching themselves with a giant clip. After the break we had this teacher -Mr. Someone- came storming in and got mad at the whole class because the handle on the door came off, but that thing falls off everyday (he should be Mr. Madsen). Um, and read Call of the Wild. . . no offense to anyone, but that book's boring.

3) I hate the new seating chart i sit by that really annoying kid, he's like the dictionary and the internet for geeks.com, all in one kid.  

4) I really didn't go to class... and of you think i ditched i didn't i'm too much of a whimp to ditch... i went to an assembly and it's about being careful about i.d. theft, what lies behind users, and some other dangerous stuff about the internet.

5) not much happened in band, just watched a movie about the sea and the animals in it. 

Lunch) ate some food... nothin else.

7) played kickball . . . ?

8) the person who sits in front of me saw my manga of Maximum Ride, and kept staring at it, i thought he was going to ask me something but nothin came out . . . what else, oh, and we -as in my class- watched Davy Crockett, and had a worksheet 

nothin much going on, on St. Patrick's Day...

Sunday, March 15, 2009

what to do when your trying to stay up all night:

1)be prepared, like without being knocked out by exaustion

2)get some sleep before, not right before or you'll just go to bed early

3)what else, oh and bring someone who's really energenic 

4)and if that doesn't work, your all on your own

Friday, March 13, 2009

Things at school that i did do today:

1st per.)i let one of my classmate's borrow some of my manga books
(she better bring them back or else)

2nd) let two empty-for-minds play scrabble, they really didn't get the game, one of them tried to spell a55, if you can try to get it

3rd) had to work with the person i try to igore, it was horrible

4th) we had pie day, the only thing wrong was there was no pie so we had cookies in the shape of pie, well thats what my teacher said, and they were round, pie round

5th) try to last long enough to get out of there

Lunch) quite, isolated, and tried to show some of my buddies my picture, but no use

7th) dodge ball... and... that's it

8th) watched a movie about Davy Crocket, and someone saw one of my drawings i was done working on just doing some minor adjustments, and said it was really good, but i just got really shy and nodded. I hope he doesn't think I'm a jerk.

That's my boring, horrible, nervous, and anxious, day at school.

Thursday, March 12, 2009

Max would give anything to keep her flock together

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..............things i didn't do at school today (continued)

3)make sure i got my running pants after school

4)try to finish homework

5)do what ever possible to ignore the most annoying person in school

The Flock

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i haven't been doing much.
just the same life i have, but drawing more from my favorite book
Maximum Ride.

things i don't do at school:

1)talk to other life forms, haha

2)try to talk to the person i think is the best

... to be continued.

Angel

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Sunday, March 8, 2009

Skiing-for-two-hours Day

About Sundays my mom should know about:

1)she should save her money so she can go skiing

2)make sure that there's night skiing, but on Sundays there's not

3)that i stay up all night Saturday

I made it

I stayed up all night. And don't feel very tired.

All because of the internet.